As you take an embodiment that soul memory, soul conditioning comes back again very strongly, focused in this one incarnation. It comes for a purpose; for you to now understand that there is an energy attachment. Let's say you are overly dependent on husband, then son. It goes on. After father, husband. After the husband goes, then you depend on the son. It keeps going on, the dependency.

Suppression is a habit. They will come into your lives in certain conditions, certain situations where the repression will be a natural process for you. It is not the husband or the father that is not allowing you. Your own soul because of its energy conflict is not allowing you. This is an area that stops complete movement. The mental and emotional bodies need to move, at the same pace as the spiritual. If there is a hiatus, not only do you have energy conflict, but you have a higher self. That in itself is yet a another conflict. Now you would have two to get out of.

There can be other vows that you may make. You can be so close that you take a vow that you will always come back loving each other. Being lovers. When a vow of this nature is taken, it is taken from a soul level, which cannot be broken unless with deliberate effort. One would ask "What is the harm of such a vow?" You are just promising to love one another. How can this be harmful?

The soul, the spirit, knows that love cannot be focused upon one. In just one direction on one soul. It has to be spread, to expand. You come back knowing that love has to be spread. The soul remembers the vow. The vow has to be broken.

You are now letting go. What you are really doing is by letting go you are creating or recreating an energy field. You are restructuring it altogether. This time consciously, deliberately. The way you want to do it. The change that you really came into this world for.

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