The search for the soul can send our whole life crashing into darkness.. The darkness is not a punishment from a vengeful God or a karmic retribution from a past life time. When the soul gathers enough light from meditation, right action and reflection, the old reality created by the ego simply falls apart. From darkness into light and into darkness many times on the journey of the soul. This is the experience of the crashing down of the world created by the ego, a structure that simply doesn't fit into the agenda of the soul.

The ego works to create safety, familiarity and comfort. It's also based on a system of expectation of linear equations. The quantum field probably works with equations exponentially different. The rules are different as they break apart the linear agreements of the rational mind. High magic is invoked, opening us to the realm of angels, miracles and love with equations that are impossible for the logical mind to multiply or divide.

We may know this through our spiritual intuition, but it feels differently when it is happening. It feels like fear, insecurity and vulnerability. Vulnerability is the experience of removing our shields or barriers that maintain the comfort zone. The ego structure holds walls in place that prevent new experiences and expansion. Our tendency is to desire the expansive nature of the light, but not the radical change that the light brings.

When the bonds of the ego are loosened, life can be a challenge because navigation through a new reality is necessary. Our outer reality is like a series of reference points that are used to assemble our experience our reality. Without a set of reference points, we can either descend into chaos or ascend into our intuitive gifts. By using our intuitive gifts, we can see in the darkness. We begin to perceive what is really there. When we find the answer, it resounds within us. The right answer usually feels quiet and solid. It's best to keep the answer quietly within while taking simple steps toward it. Belief and faith are two good companions for traveling this road.


The four shifts are already are profound. At Fourth Shift we had discovered how to void our karma and move into a clean slate of spiritualness. The more shifts we ascend to, the more complex it gets. Many, many Beings simply stay at four and never move any further, and there's no judgment of that. They are just as profound a Lightworker as those who go through all eight. Regardless of the events in outer world, we learn to lean on the Light. As we learn to focus on the Light, the angels and higher beings draw near. When the Light is petitioned with every fiber of our being, the Universe responds. The Quantum Field bestows magic and miracles.

As we continue on our journey, the Star continues to beckon with gleaming beauty and shining light. When close we understand that the growing light of the Star was only a reflection, a reflection of our own evolving light. We perceive the beauty and importance of the soul's journey of night into light.

There is no hierarchy of expectation from the Scource. We are not linear, so there is no ladder of expectations that we so often base our spiritual reality upon. The one who sits in church in prayer is blessed, as much as the one who goes through the ascension process in a metaphysical way. For Scource, love is the same for both individuals, and there is no bias on how you get there.

At the end of the two Human lives, both will look into the same energy and will be welcomed back through this veil with open arms. There is no judgment , only love. What you do on this planet is your free choice. It is part of the puzzle of dark and light. Some of it raises the planet's vibration, and some of it does not. But the puzzle belongs to us and we are the ones who are working the puzzle .Source does not interfere.. That's how much you are loved.

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